Orchard Outing - 05.03.05

Went out today with Zyzy and Raynie for a once-in-a-while-together outing to Orchard.. After waiting for Zyzy to come, we went to Far East Plaza to have our lunch.. I had Wanton Noodles with gravy. Ooohhh sedap I tell you.. But I can't finish it coz full already.. These days i don't eat much, hmm don't know why..

Then after filling up our stomachs, we went to play pool at Lucky Plaza.. No, no not that pool.. Not swimming pool.. You know that pool, as in billiard.. Hehehe.. Played for 2 hours, had lots of fun pushing those balls into those holes.. I'm not really that good at playing pool so I juz anyhow poke at those balls! And it went in! Score! Hehe.. Anyhow play lah.. Anyways we took pics for the outing so if u wanna see here it is!

Juz click on the link below! Enjoy!

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Why I LOVE C H O C O L A T E S...

15 Reasons Why Chocolate Is Better Than Sex

1.You can GET chocolate.
2.Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft.
3.You can safely have chocolate while you are driving.
4.You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to.
5.You can have chocolate even in front of your mother.
6.Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names.
7.The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate.
8.You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your work mates.
9.You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped.
10.With chocolate there's no need to fake it.
11.You can have chocolate at any time of the month.
12.You can have as many kinds of chocolate as you can handle.
13.You are never too young or too old for chocolate.
14.When you have chocolate it does not keep your neighbors awake.
15.With chocolate size doesn't matter; it's always good.

And yeah i love chocolates of all shapes, flavours and sizes! Hehe..
Cookies and cream, white chocolate, hazelnut chocolate preferred..

Song of the moment...

One Last - Taufik Batisah

Never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Chorus
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go

Every time I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Chorus

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear....
So let's have

Chorus

We both know
It's better if we just let it go

We both know
It's better if we just let it go...

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Everytime I listen to this song, the lyrics made me think of someone I know before. Somehow, deep in my heart, I still like him. Even though he broke my heart the other time, I still like him. I can't forget him, really. But now, things have changed. He already have a girlfriend and it's quite impossible for us to get back together. I miss him. But there's nothing that I can do. So in this song, I'm asking you.

Can I have
One last kiss, One last touch, One last tender moment between us, One last dance to our first song, while pretending there's nothing wrong. Let's stay here for a while and cherish every moment we're in denial, we both know, It's better if we just let it go...

duN Eva2 toY w a gal'z FiLinZ...

I got this from zyzy a friend, from Friendster.
I decided to put it here coz I find it very inspiring.
I hope u got inspired too from this.
Dedicated to all the guys who had been with me before.
Read this and think...
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Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is.
Don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.

Love whole-heartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever.
If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
I've been there & I know how it feels.
Don't expect perfection from her.

She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.

Tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way?
Be faithful, enough is enough.

Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
It never kills to be romantic.
Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.

Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
Remember, INSECURITY.

Promise her & make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it.
Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
That's love.
Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.

Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?

Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.

She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
Win her heart & love her over.
Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her.

In the mood for love...

Yeah.. Lately I've been listening to lots of love songs on my pc.. I'm becoming more and more jiwang these days.. Hehe.. So I'm gonna share with ya'll one of my fav songs.. Here goes..

This is such a romantic song.. I love it..

Ucapkanlah (Erra Fazira/ Yusry)

P : Kadangkala ku rasa ingin luahkan segalanya
Rahsia yang tersimpan di dada sekian lama
Namun kelu terus membisu menatap wajah mu
Daku malu tapi tak mahu kehilangan mu

L / P : Ucapkanlah cinta
Ucapkan ku saja yang kau perlu setiap waktu
Sepanjang hayat mu
Ucapkan kau rindu
Daku yang kau mahu
Yang kau cari telah kau temui
Ku tidak tertahan lagi untuk mengaku ku cinta mu

L : Dan kadangkala kita hanya sedar keindahannya
Apabila ia sudah tiada di depan mata
Tidak rela ku lepaskan satu-satunya insan
Yang berikan ku segala makna kehidupan

L / P : Ucapkanlah cinta
Ucapkan ku saja yang kau perlu setiap waktu
Sepanjang hayat mu
Ucapkan kau rindu
Daku yang kau mahu
Yang kau cari telah kau temui
Ku tidak tertahan lagi untuk mengaku ku cinta mu

L : Andai daku kau terima lebih dari teman biasa
Daku kan setia tak ku benarkan kau berair mata

P : Andai kau terima cinta ku
Daku kan belaikan tangan mu
Di penghujung waktu kau dan aku di dunia

L / P : Ucapkanlah cinta
Ucapkan ku saja yang kau perlu setiap waktu
Sepanjang hayat mu
Ucapkan kau rindu
Daku yang kau mahu
Yang kau cari telah kau temui
Ku tidak tertahan lagi untuk mengaku ku cinta mu

Kau yang ku mahu
Ku cinta mu

Same old brand new me...

Been a long time since I last blogged huh.. Hehe.. Well I doubt not many people dropped by here to take a peek though.. Anyway, I was too busy with work lately and don't have the time to sit in front of my pc for timeless hours.. Furthermore this stupid pc of mine have some probs with its Internet connection.. It keeps closing the Internet whenever I open a page.. Sheesh...

On to other things..

- I finally got over Azhar.
Yep the bloody idiot who made me lost over a ton of tears over the last few months. Somehow I got to realize that he's not cut out to be with me.. He's not that cute anyway.. (i know, i know I'm in denial.. so what?) But I can't deny that I still look at him whenever I saw him at work.. I tried smiling at him but no response from him so I don't want to keep on trying. What for? You want to make peace with the guy but he doesn't want to. So why bother? It's not like I owe him anything.. In fact, he owes me something..

- I'm gonna quit my job this coming 13 Feb.
Now, I'm really gonna miss everyone I know at Carrefour!! Sometimes, it's not the salary that makes u like your job.. For me, it's the place itself. It's the environment that I have grown to love over the past 1 year 3 months I've been there. It's the people whom I met there that makes me so comfortable working there.. I wish I could stay but it would be a waste if i can't make use of my Diploma. A cashier don't need to a Diploma holder alright? A lot of things happen to me there.. A hell lot of things.. The good, the bad, the sweet, the unforgettable.. How I'm gonna miss my friends there.. Some of them helped me get through the problems I had with a certain someone and I really appreciate their help and their time to get me through my probs.. Thanx guys.. You know who you are right..?

- I found a new friend... a guy friend some more
Yep.. hehe I always say to myself. Don't worry, if 1 guy leaves you, 10 guys will come at the click of a finger.. Well in my case, only 1 came.. Good enough right.. Better than none.. Hehe..
He's just a friend of mine, nothing special... yet. I knew him when he was in Carrefour. Yep, was. He left juz after 2 weeks of work and he says he finds it "boring" working there. Whatever dearie.. He's a nice guy, at least he's nice to me. I love guys who have a sense of humour in them, I juz love it coz u won't be bored when you're with them. Something is bound to happen. But his sense of humour is quite crude.. In other words, he can be dirty sometimes.. But I like it that way.. Heheh.. I can be evil if I want to k.. Haha.. I juz like being with him.. I guess he can be my best friend though, that's the 2nd best thing since he can't be a boyfriend..

- I still LOVE my Backstreets!!
Yeah! Hehe.. I'm sure all my friends would be bored of hearing me say this but I'm gonna say it anyway.. I LOVE MY BACKSTREET BOYS AND NO ONE CAN MAKE ME DISLIKE THEM. ABSOLUTELY NO ONE. NOT EVEN NICK CARTER! Haha.. I'm still crazy over these 5 guys even after 8 years of listening to the same songs over and over and over again everyday.. Haiz.. Maybe this is what they say true love.. Haha.. true love.. yeah right.. I'm still waiting for their new CD which they promised about 2 yrs ago! Talk about being a true fan huh.. Wanna know more about my obsession? Come to my house and I'll show you what I mean..

Wow.. such a long entry.. Running out of ideas of what to write now.. Ok I'll leave you with a quote taken from the song Rise and Fall from Craig David feat Sting.. Enjoy!

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over
And it seems as though the writings on the wall
Superstar you finally made it
But once your picture becomes tainted
It's what they call
The rise and fall...

Show me the meaning of being lonely...

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could hear my heart just one more time
And even when I close my eyes, there's an image of your face
And once again I come to realise, you're a loss I can't replace

Soledad, it's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad, in my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why did you leave me
Soledad...
* Soledad - Westlife *

I still can't get over him.. In fact, I miss him more as days pass by.. It's been 2 weeks since he left me but I'm still trying to find an answer from him.. An explaination as to why he did this to me.. I'm not asking for a patch up, I know that's impossible.. I gotta be realistic about this.. But at least, I have the right to know what exactly happened between us.. I mean he can't come to me as and when he likes it.. He came to me for a reason and I want to know the reason why he left me..

Am I difficult to deal with? Am I too good for you? If I am, then why did you approach me in the 1st place? If I am difficult, why didn't u scold me and say that I'm difficult? Why...?

Azhar, I miss you.. I miss holding hands with you.. I miss getting kisses from you.. I miss hugging you.. I miss being with you.. I miss your voice.. I miss your jokes.. I miss you damn it!!!

I've been trying very hard, trying to get your attention, trying to talk to you and it hurts me so when you totally ignore me.. Please don't treat me like this.. I can't take it.. I've cried a river the day you broke my heart and now there's no more tears in me to replace the ones I lost..

If you really don't like me anymore, don't love me anymore, don't miss me anymore, at least please treat me like a normal friend, just like as you would others.. Jangan lah awak diamkan diri aje terhadap kita..

Indah terasa bila cinta tercipta
Memadu kasih janji bersama
Bersama-sama melafaz kata cinta
Gurau senda dan tawa berdua
Tapi kini semuanya kenangan
Kau pergi tanpa pesan

Mana janjimu yang kau lafazkan dulu
Hidup dan matimu bersamaku
Rela kau pegi walau hati disakiti
Biarkanlah aku sendiri
Airmata menjadi penawar
Akanku simpan semua jadi kenangan

Pergilah kasih, pergilah sayang
Tinggalkan aku (pergilah sayang)
Biarkan saja kenangan berlalu
Antara kau dan aku
Pergilah sayang
*Ella & Korie - Pergilah Sayang*